2002-12-09 - 11:57 p.m.

i get so stressed out about money. i always think i am not going to have enough of it to pay bills and the cell phone, and going out to eat, and going to shows and my clothes buying habits. i have a serious problem with saving money. i just dont do it.

and then i sit there totally dumbfounded on how come i cant pay the cable internet bill...figures-and i really am perplexed. it takes a credit card transaction report, my wallet and the checking account report to figure out that i decided to hit that sales at the mall before paying the damn Connecticut Light and Power past due bill. fuck them anyways-they always take a lot of my money. i like the house warm and toasty.

argh...enough complaining-

have a good one.

later.