2003-12-30 - 4:25 p.m.

i have become this sour i-hate-everyone-who-looks-in-my-directions, bitter, whiny but-i-dont-want-to, complaining bitch. i have turned into the girls i used to laugh at and vow never to become. ive become moody and ill-tempered and i dont know where the hell it started.

but my new years resolution is to drop this fucking act and enjoy life with out the ewww-i-dont-want-to-eat-there and do-we-have-to-go-out anti social attitude.

it should last long.

and i ll start in boston.