2003-08-19 - 9:58 a.m.

i hate my hair. i am ready to shave my fucking head. it is not working with me today. what a superficial bitch i am.

in other news, chris is alive and in connecticut, so tonight we are going to hang out. im terribly excited about this, for 2 reasons. one: ive never met anyone in person from here. what a thrill. or a stupid mistake on my part. we'll see. and two: i think we are having wendys. ive been saving myself, because ive been trying to eat healthy. but for this occasion, bring on the frost and nuggets!

i go to maine on friday. rachel jason and i are going to have much fun. then next week i go to school. eeekkk. im not prepared. i have no books. i dont know where i am going. i know nothing. i kind of like it.

im also in the process of picking out the paint for my bedroom since im moving back in with my dad. at least this way, i dont need to worry about bills and that sort of thing. im going to save about nine hundred bucks a month. not too shabby.

eric and i are fine again. big surprise. i think i just like to find problems because we have no serious issues. i enjoy confrontation. i suck.

for work today i have to draw a map. im going to milk it for what it is worth, and keep drawing way past lunch time.