2003-07-24 - 3:15 p.m.

what a horrible friend ive become. i end our conversations before they begin and find excuses to be with myself. im trying to find time to manage everything, and it seems youve been slighted.

and even now, i should be saying this to you, in person, or at least with a voice, but here i am cramming the useless words into paragraph form on a break.

you can pinch me if it would make you feel better.