2003-04-04 - 9:17 a.m.

i am torn. i dont know what i am doing. there is going to be one less toothbrush today, and i am not sure how i feel about that. stevie is the only family i have, and now i am kicking him out. and to tell you the truth, i dont even remember the reason. ive already planned my use for the downstairs room, but where is he going? the table is going under the light, but where is stevie going to live? we are going to bring the couch down from my room, but is he going to eat? i am holding back tears because i think i did this. i think i made up some stupid reasons, and now...he is leaving. i think i am trying to get rid of my whole family.

and he is all i had left.

but i will suck it up, my judgement normally isnt wrong. and this, at one time, was my decision.

have a good one.

later.