2003-01-06 - 4:17 p.m.

so i had to fill out this insurance policy thing today. and i was answering the questions dilligently and probably without thinking.

you know the ones: are you allergic to anything? no

have you had surgery in the last five years? no

are you pregnant? no

and so when i was done i looked over my answers and then realized i wrote no for the pregnant thing. i think it was out of habit. and it was nice. because for that one second today my mind wasnt on that. that the word pregnancy didnt click in my head, and i felt good. until i had to make my paper look messy and cross that out the NO box and check the YES.

o well, i am going to go now, and think once again.

have a good one.

later.