2002-12-23 - 9:24 a.m.

well i am sitting in work, what else would i be doing on a monday morning at 930? the phone has not rang once, which leads me to believe this is going to be an extremely long day.

i had a fairly good weekend. tim had a christmas party last night. there were too many people to name, but needless to say, i had a lot of fun. we made a ham, and all sorts of good stuff to go with. it was nice to see a lot of people. and some i never knew before. eric showed up at 1030. he got out of work early, i know he was eager to talk to his friends, since the job limits the social life. rachel was upset. she thinks things have changed between us, which they have. i am not going to sit here and say i am the same person i was when she left for school, nor can she say the same for herself. i noticed it last night. as soon as her friend nikki came, not that i have any sort of problem with that or anything, just an observation, rachel didnt talk to me for the rest of the night, until nikki left. i honestly dont mind though, rachel is growing, as am i. we just have to see where we are growing to and if our growings will jive together. which they will, and i know it. you dont leave a decade of being friends, to the wind. so she needs to cheer up. everything is fine.

on a plus note-eric got me the chucks with the stars on the side for christmas, but he already gave them to me, for a hefty wager...but we dont need to relish.

well i am off to sit here by myself, doing nothing.

have a good one.

later.