2003-06-19 - 9:47 a.m.

i stopped smoking over a month ago. yea. but now there are no breaks during the day. i used to make my way outside and sit on the steps for about ten minutes, sometimes five or six times a day. if i went and sat outside now, id probably get in trouble.

my car still doesnt work. i feel like a child.

and i still feel like shit, this should be a good day.