2003-06-04 - 9:13 a.m.

it will be a year next week that ive worked here full time. it will be a year i thought life was about paying utilities. i feel as though, ive done nothing. nothing to attain my goals, nothing worth remembering.

so now i sit here, at my desk, in the same khaki pants i wear at least twice a week...because im lazy, doing the same insignificant things i did a year ago.

ive learned nothing from my mistakes, and am asking for the same favors over again.

and myself trying to illustrate my issues is not working out as well as i would like, much like last year this time.