2003-03-05 - 12:07 a.m.

628-7658 those seven numbers make my chin tremble and my throat choke up. on the other end of that number was my happiness, it was my relief. and i havent dialed that number for so long. when she first left me, i used to dial the number. i dont know why, i was in denial, i just wanted to know what was for dinner, or to say i was coming home late. but she never picked up.

i remember the last time i dialed that number and she answered. i was calling to see if we needed anything. we did, milk. i probably didnt even say bye. i was always in a fucking rush.

i want to pick up the phone and dial, i want to know how her day was. i want to hear her laugh over something i say.

i want to dial that number and say i miss you so much, each day.

628-7658, the number you have dialed is not in service...