2003-01-07 - 10:49 p.m.

well it is now a mere nine hours after

and i cant say i dont feel relived but i can say that i do feel guilty.

this wasnt supposed to happen but it did.

it is over now.

and i feel like a part of me died today.

but while i was in there the dr. asked me if i had any questions, and i was already heavily sedated. i asked him when i could eat? he said what do you want? i told him anything with sour cream. anything at all. when can i eat sour cream? and he said a few hours.

i looked in the fridge and sure enough i had three containers of my beautiful sour cream. and onion dip mix. but no chips :(

although eric did buy me more potatoe skins, so soon enough i will be devouring a quart of the SC with those potatoes.

thanks to all of you.

have a good one.

later.