2002-11-21 - 11:18 a.m.

I opened the blinds this morning and the entire city as far as i could see was covered in a blanket of fog. i havent seen it look so nice in years. it was such a dismal gray. it reminded me of rachel. she likes gray. i have been thinking about her a lot lately.

eric told me he has an extra rolly chair at home-so stop sending the donations.

i like mountain dew...a lot..

eric said i am considered bisexual. i dont think so. i dont have any emotional attachment to girls. i just like how pretty they are ;)...i mean i would never leave eric to go out with a girlie.

i think i wore the pants i am wearing now, yesterday. well it isnt like anyone in the office is going to notice.

so i rented a condo to my hairdresser. she is a cutie, 23, but it is right in my complex. it wont be bad. she wants to meet my cat.

i dont like general statements when they can be personalized. do people do this to keep a distance, not give you the impression they care?? i dont know. just keep it in mind next time you have the opportunity to personalize a statement. it makes all the difference.

is there such thing as freezing fog cause the guy on the radio said to expect it. huh? i dont know.

i am normally not a wealth of information, unless it is useless-i have a lot of that.

i want lunch but i didnt bring cereal so i dont know what i shall have. i think i am going to call jason and see what he is doing and if he is coming into the office-cause he will bring me food!! why do i feel bad now that i have called him. i feel guilty-like i shouldnt be calling. should i hang up? BUT i am really hungry...phew! no answer..that is another thing.

i have been feeling rather guilty lately about the whole jason thing. i have such an awesome relationship with eric that i feel like that has set us back. i dont know. he doesnt show it. i wish he would tell me if it still hurts. i wish i would tell him it still hurts. well it looks like i just did.

ok i am done. i need food.